gOsh!! ii was daMn haPpie oN tuEsDae moRnEng.. he toLd me thaT he was jeaLous wEn ii toked abt FADILY... [[it gives me a tickle n it created a smile on my face... coz tt shows.. tt he loves me..:p]]

bLoGging tHis @ 8.22am.. beFoRe ii LeaVe to mit MIA @ 10am.. going to aDmiRaLTy to mit CM n piLLay.. hE bEtta bE aWaKe by then larh, huh?!!

hmm.. lyf has been meaningful for me for d past few daez... even tho tt there are tymes where ii was confused.. troubled by all these problems.. tt come n attack me @ one go... [[ii juz hate it.. y izit tt each tyme where ure bound to get ur happiness.. a step closer.. someone juz had to spoil tt mood.. n in juz a puff.. steal those lyt awae from me?? adoii. ouch. despicable pple. *sad*]]

well.. it's not a new thing to me.. ive been going thru all that since ii was wit adib. mebe.. ii was not that matured to handle all these problems then.. n to tink tt d person is adcili ur so-called gd fren is the b*****d.. is oreadi bad enuff.. :( but now.. ii leave everything in HIS hands.. for ii believe in fate..

ADIB.. WAN.. DANI.. all these guyz... haf crossed my path of lyf.. n ii dun regret noeing em.. NEVER.. these pple.. dae r d ones who adcili thot me d meaning of happiness but true happiness.. ive neva found n ive neva felt.. coz these pple.. dae come n go.. @ d end of d dae... im d one crying.. but it's okae.. ii gez im more matured now... ii noe.. dae r not meant for me.. tt's y.. dae will go one dae..

saeing abt tis.. ii wonder if my candy is d one for me.. d prince in shining knight armour.. ii do love him but ii dun dare to put any hopes.. ii dun wanna get hurt animore.. enuff is enuff arh.. ive cried too much.. n im not sure if ii can cry some more but ii noe ii will never get to stop.. im not sure how much strength tt im left with..

hmm.. let's forget d sad stuffs.. n ii shall juz blogged abt my happie moments..

fiRsTLy, oN moNdaE.. went to mit up wit HidaYaT.. supposed to mit up together wit azRi.. but yeah~ somebody was late!! he was still sleeping wen we had to mit @ 2pm @ harbourfront ConTRoL sTaTion.. beCoz oF that.. ii went dating skejap ngan dayat pat VIVOCITY.. ahakz.. sempat.. :p @ arnd 3pm..wen azRi arrived.. fullermak!! aHakz.. sMartt-maMat maneR ntah.. Hidayat n me were lyk.. "mcm mat maLaysia sakz!" wakaka.. mentang-mentanglah dier aru alek dari malaysia.. haha.. [[ii reallie miss him sia wen he wasnt arnd.. but wat can ii do?? d lyrics for d song "Hampa" by Ari Lasso... d chorus part.. somehow.. was portraying d feelings tt ii had then..it juz suits d situation..]] then.. we walked all d wae to SENTOSA.. thanz to HIM.. my slipper was distorted.. adcili.. our purpose of going there.. was to visit my papa bear.. afiq.. @ werk.. he owes me my COFFEE BEAN treat.. hehe.. yeah... n there.. dae took me to ride this thing.. ii was lyk practically shouting that suddenly.. my eyes was filled wit my tears.. [[soRrie darLing.. uR baju seme basah bab ii cried onto ur cLothes.. too bad arh.. uu noe im scared.. im afraid of heights.. yet uu all pulled me along to ride it.. so yeah~]]

frOm there.. we get a free drink from aFiq.. whiLe waiting for aFiq to clock out.. aZri n dayat was lyk trying to fix my slipper larh ehk.. ahakz.. n ended up.. dae used stapler to fix it.. sheesh!! mapekz. but uu guyz were kiuut arh.. heh.. wen aFiq has finished his weRk.. we went to VIVOCITY to replace my slipper.. it was seriusly distorted arh.. aFiq n azRi paEd for it.. wee~ whiLe waiting for my syg, faDiLy.. we went to eat @ d hawker centre.. heh.. hiDayAt sounds so down.. how ii wish ii cud help him.. but how to?? if oni he duz open up to mee.. took bus no 80.. n alighted @ ALJUNIED MRT station.. we had to walk all d wae to GUILLEMART RD.. met fadily there... plaed pool... n i haf 3 coaches on tt dae.. aFiq n HidaYaT thot me afta FadiLy... n thanz to em.. ive learnt how to plae pool but im still a beginner tho.. haf a lot to learn arh...[[juz becoz fadily n afiq lost.. azri n dayat was lyk running arnd d pool to catch em juz to pince eir nipples.. ouch. but it's okey. dae had eir chance too wen azri n dayat lost d next round.. *winkz*]]

went home @ arnd 11 plus.. took cab from NOVENA MRT.. didnt dare to walk in alone @ Whampoa.. coz.. it's not a gd district for girls adcili to go home alone there.. reached home @ 12.. n yeah.. somethng adcili happened larh.. ii hafta so-called "reject" fir arh.. d guy whom ii was very much interested in afta d NYAA camp.. but it's okey.. he understood my situation.. in fact.. he asked me to go wit my candy... gosh. fir.. i lurvee uu, aitez?? if oni uu were one step ahead.. haiz~ but wateva it is.. fir.. uu will still haf a place in my heart..[[hmm.. duz tt lyn ring a bell?? well.. wen ii saed tt.. ii do mean it, okey?? n im not giving him hopes or leading him on arh..!!]]

on tuesdae... ii met up wit mia n azRi... we lepakz pat CINNELEISURE before making our wae to CITY HALL to mit my abg mojo arh.. well.. azRi was damn irritating arh.. foreva teasing me abt FaDiLy.. [[yeah.. ii miss him.. azRi got to c his precious daughter.. but ii didnt get to c my fadily syg arh..:(]] ahakz.. tkperlah azRi.. coz tt shows tt.. uu reallie love me.. n ii hope tt uu meant ur words larh ehk?? heh.. went to plae pool again wen we met up wit abg mojo.. we went to d one in marina square.. ended up plaeing pairs.. SIBLINGS vs FATHER n DAUGHTER.. wee~ dae won.. me n abg lost.. but it's okey.. azRi nids mia to win.. muahaha.. *winkz*

okeylah.. till here ii gez ii shall blog.. or i'll be late.. heh..

signing off, -=dayah_kekek a.k.a lembu=-