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CHINGAY pixtures
here are the pix tt we've taken during this year CHINGAY performances tt ive promised.. enjoy looking.. wee~
*dya-zai-cindy*
*dya*
*cindy-dya*
*dya-fazli*
here are some of the pix of the performances that were being taken during both d prviews n d actual dae..
*cindy-dya*[[too bright due to the spotlite]]
posted at [4:34:00 PM]
CHINGAY 2007
it's been a long tyme since ii reallie blogged.. n todae.. im back.. itupun coz im sick todae.. ii didnt go to skewl.. so ii haf tyme to blog adcili since im doing nuthng back home..
well.. ive been bz wit my dance practice for CHINGAY tis year.. ii joined coz mia wanted to.. n ii thot tt it wud be cool.. howeva.. she backed out last minute.. so yeah.. on d dae of d rehearsal pat PA.. ii managed to pull fir in.. so.. fir was somehow a last minute member but d latest was cindy.. she oni learnt d steps on tt very dae itself.. cool~ manz! she's a fast learner...
ive been staeing up late and waking up early everyday.. trying to complete my assigments n all.. everyday... ii reached home at 10 plus.. n ii will do my assignments afta tt.. it cud last till 3am before ii tucked in to sleep.. tt's my routine everyday ii gez.. especially since exams are arnd d corner...
on thursdae[[150207]], we had our rehearsal at PA in kallang.. wen we reached there.. we were quite lost... everyone there seems to noe d steps.. d funny thing is tt.. we were told tt we nid to be there by 5pm.. we were 10 mins late.. but it cant be possible that those people cud learn d whole steps within 10 minutes, ryte?!! ridiculous! [[ahakz.. d word that fir had used to decsribe it..]] soon.. dae told us to take our 30 minutes break.. hazril was lyk.."kiter blom lagi berpeluh.. dah suro g break.." wakaka.. kecoh!
fir came late.. but his presence somehow.. adds to d fun for tt dae.. ii was arguing wit him non-stop.. from d tyme ii met him at PA till d tyme we were msging at home.. ii tink ive blogged abt tt earlier.. so im not gonna elaborate on it...
btw.. the members of d CHINGAY are.. dya, fir, azhari, hazril, fazli, halim, zai n cindy... yes arhh!! BL n SC combines.. hehe.. dun worrie... ii will upload d pix up too at d end of tis entry for uu peepz to view n enjoy looking at it..
speaking abt zai.. yarh.. it seems that me n zai r getting closer nowadaez.. ii suppose that if ii did not join CHINGAY tis year.. ii wudn even bother to get close to her.. well.. ii used to haf a conflict wit her during our BL camp that she was known as my rival then.. but it's over.. lyk ive told d rest.. ii haf no issues if dae wanna pull syak n zai in into our YEABAA grup.. juz as long as she duzn find fault wit me.. im okey wit it..~ so yeah.. FADILY.. read tt, aitez?? ii haf no issues wit zai dari dulu lagi.. *bluekz*
on d 23rd... during d preview.. we adcili miss our que.. even d tcher-in-charge didnt noe.. all of us except for fir.. we were lyk.. "wokie~ we fought for our tickets coz our name was not in there n wen we got it.. we didnt get to perform.. lyk waddahell??" ahakz.. kecoh..
went home wit fir alone.. since everyone except cindy is taking d NS line.. we walked all d wae to Plaza Singapura coz d both of us were hungry.. bought our food at McDonalds n we ate outside d MRT station.. went home arnd 12 plus n reached home arnd 2 plus coz there wasnt any LRT or bus services left by the time ii reached Sengkang station.. so.. ii had to walk.. im quite scared adcili.. esp afta being followed by d Bangladesh incidents.. tt ii kip looking back to make sure tt no one is following me..
on d actual dae.. we had our practice at CEMTA.. n made our wae to Cinneileisure to get our lunch.. everyone looks great, manz! our performing area is at area 2.. opposite Heeren.. pillay darling saed tt he wud come but he didnt.. im not sure abt udrena.. but wat ii noe.. azri syg didnt turn up either.. well.. it's okey.. ii can still accept it tho ii noe.. ive lost d both of em ryte now.. :(
fir, halim, fazli n zai was pulled to try d belly-dancing.. but manz! it's more lyk a shoulder-dancing to me.. ahakz.. kiuut sey diaorg.. wen all was done.. we made our wae to Plaza Singapura again to accompany zai to meet dawn.. nana came to mit us there too.. she adcili walked all d wae from marina to dhobby ghaut.. touchingkan?? hekz..
took d train back wit fir again.. n dropped off at Kovan to mit yenn.. hang out wit her until wei jun called me up to join him n haykel for supper.. asked yenn along n we went to eat at Jalan Kayu.. then, we sent yenn home n off we went to east coast beach.. manz! all d memories of me n him came back... ii reallie reallie missed him lyk hell.. but now.. memories r oni meant s memories.. ii dunno.. ii will blog abt it later... went home at 5 plus in d mornengz.. until ii recieved a BAD, SH0CK, DISAPPOINTING, HURTING, HEART-WRNECHING news from him... ii dunno watelse to sae.. ii cried non-stop till abt 8am n went to sleep.. woke up at 11.30am to realise that ii was adcili crying in my sleep.. tt shows how much d news affected me.. tt shows how much ii lurvee him n how much he means to me.. but well.. wat can ii do?? haiz~
signing out
-=dayah_kekek aka lembu=-
posted at [1:53:00 PM]
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