Monday, August 27, 2007
well.... it's been a while since ii update about my lyf.... hmm.... lyf has been sucky for me for the past few months... mostly... dealing with emotions....... :-( ermz....... quite hectic for me.... my loved one left me...... n tt makes me go into a disappearing spree... ii nid to be alone... pull all my courage together.... ii noe... ii hafta stand back on my feet no matter wat... wat has happened was meant to happen n it cant be undone... yes..... n now.. here ii am... going thru lyf which has neva been peaceful for me....... he's gone.. he thot me d real meaning of hatred... but.. tt's in d past.. now.. there's no more hatred.. in fact... frenship still rekindles..... n im happie for it tho ii noe we can neva be together. again. but it's okae, dear. ii can accept that now. dun worrie. hmm... tt's all in d past. im not gonna dwell too much on it. now.. im facing a bigger problem. okies.. yarh... ii got debart. BUT... ii haf my reasons... it's not lyk ii chose to be debart but im left wit no choice. in situation lyk d one im going thru.... obviously.. uu wud take the same decision as me. between ur mom n education... which is more impt?? ii noe. education is oso important to me. but if anything were to happen to ur mom... r uu going to be happie with the cert that ure striving for?? Education is important n ii dun deny that... but... uu can find education at any stage of lyf... howeva... if anything were to happen to ur mom, n worst, uu lost her along d wae... where on earth can uu find anyone to replace ur own mother?? so... im asking uu peepz now... m ii wrong to choose not to come to school n look afta my sick mother at home?? yes.. ii do haf my other siblings... but dae r guyz... compared to me... dae nid d education n cert more than ii do in tymes lyk tis. sorrie if im blabbering to much on my family prob.. but ii haf no one to tok to. ii dun wanna be a burden to anybody by approaching em when im having problems.. esp pertaining to family. Now.. luckily my family has found an alternative solution to solve my problem so.. all ii hope is that... my appeal is being approved n that im being allowed to sit for my exam. amin. *prays hard* aniwae.... peepz.. ive shifted. thanx to those who had come over to house last saturdae. ii reallie reallie appreciate it. To my galfwenz... im grateful that our paths of lyf adcili crossed each other's n it will continue to do so till death do us apart. Lulu.. all d best n take care when ure in LA, aitex?? haha... ii hope that uu lyked d small farewell that we've planned for uu cum my house warming. :-) and my bestie, NUR FARHANA BTE SALLEH, haha... we're back.. to become nyte owls. haha. that eddy boy.. haha... he duzn sound lyk any mr policeman seii. kau cube bayangkan... mr policeman maner yg tak tau direction dier pat singapore?? kalau fahna kiter nie.. at least okae larh... haha... aku tau larh.. jurong ngan tamp tuu... dari hujung tanjung ke hujung tanjung.... tapi.. takkan larh sampai nk kene jadi bestie ngan apek teksi kan?? haha.... hmm... haywire, my bolster... ii wun forget d tyme spent wit him larh. sesiape yg tau pasal me n him.. juz kip to urself jerkkz. okiex then... adios... with a little warmth -=dya_kekek=-
posted at [9:23:00 PM]
[tHe Girl]
Hidayah and Farhana
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