Wednesday, January 31, 2007
"I am STRONG"
well well.. ive decided.. it's enuff for me to cry and lament on my fate.. it's up to uu arh.. ii shall not stress myself up further.. im not forcing uu.. neither am ii gonna stop lurving uu.. lyk ive saed.. ii will neva break my promise.. true.. ii will be sad and hurt if things do not go d wae we expect it to be.. it's quite a heart pain larh if afta wat has happened... afta wat ive gone thru.. we r not meant for each other.. but ii hope a miracle will happen soon..
no matter how hard it is for me.. ii haf to be strong.. ii wun deny d fact tt ive been crying lately.. im sorrie if tt makes d others get worried abt me.. dun worrie, frenz.. d hidayah tt uu guyz noe.. will be back.. ii will try to put my emotions awae.. n control my sadness..
ii was having my BCM lesson when ii started blogging this entry.. had etp tis morneng.. ii wasnt tt early.. wasnt tt late.. im juz in on tyme.. saw fir again for our etp lecture.. haiz~ d both of us mcm dah feel awkward sey.. did ii do ryte thing?? haiyo!!
saw syg again tis afternoon.. during my break.. semangat sey syg!! dtg skola setakat nk amek gmbr tuk graduation?!! waddahell kan?? ahakz.. happie to c him.. but.. ntah ehk.. was sad oso.. lurvee is seriusly.. a complicated thing.. it's a nice feeling tho..
abg mojo came to sch todae.. somebody was happie larh.. **uu shud noe.. who im referring to larh ehk**.. gosh!!
tyme mcm gini larh.. how ii wish.. my darling pillay.. is here with me.. ii nid him!! darling.. where r uu?? [[darling.. im not sure if ure oreadi confem debarred.. darius saed.. it is.. wen ii saw him @ cafe 1 tis afternoon..]]
haha.. to my fadily syg.. tk leh sabar ke?? ii am blogging tis larh.. n ure lyk rushing me for it.. ahakz..
P.S: To my JACKASS bros n sis.. will ii get a surprise from uu guyz?? ii hope.. ii cud celebrate it wit uu pple arh.. ii lurvee uu peepz, aitez?? *muaXx*
signing off
-=dayah_kekek a.k.a lembu=-
posted at [10:43:00 AM]
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