Wednesday, January 24, 2007
^^mY saDdeSt moMent^^
well.. had my accounting c.a. todae.. n im so gonna fail d section B arh.. it was a killer!! farkklah.. ive yet to study my other chapters which ii dun even haf any idea on how to do em.. waddahell lorz!! n to tink tt we're oni six weeks awae from wat we students owaez fear.. EXAMS!!!!! gosh! ii dun wanna fail arh.. im so scared.. ive been missing alot of lessons arh.. not counting those lessons where ii owaez come late.. n thanx to those lesson.. ii owe Mrs K.. 6 hrs of CWO.. whoa~ a COW doing a CWO!! sheesh..
speaking of six weeks.. ii will foreva get emotional weneva ii tink of d tyme ii had left before syg n darling pillay were to graduate.. [[im not sure if wat ii heard abt darling pillay's gonna get debarred from his exams is true larh.. ii hope not.. but if d news is true.. it's good in another wae.. :p hehe.. sorrie darling.. ii pray hard tt uu wun get debarred kae?? coz.. ii myself.. mite be under one of those students who gonna get debarred tis semester.. ]] six weeks will juz pass by juz lyk tt... haiz~ it's not far from now... now.. it's oreadi coming to d end of january.. ii dunno how im gonna survive wifout them once dae've graduated.. yes.. true enuff.. im grateful tt ii still haf my JACKASS bros n sis.. but dae gonna graduate oso @ d end of this year... haiz.. dae r d ones tt ii owaez hang out wit afta school.. well.. wat ii can do now.. is to treasure every moments.. every minutes left for me to spend wit em.. before dae leave d school...
went back wit darling pillay on mondae.. ii didnt wanna go home.. had a tiff wit my parents.. ii juz wanna stae out.. followed syg n darling with d other engineering BLs.. fadily syg, hafiz, muhsin, bala n adeq afik... dae had a tok once again.. enginerring stuffs.. wen all was done.. everyone went home.. syg was wondering why wen darling told him to go home first.. coz he gonna stae arnd wit me n he assured syg tt he'll take care of me n send me back home.. ii noe.. syg was worried.. but dun worrie kae, syg?? took 27 towards airport and make a u-turn back to sengkang.. had a long tok wit darling during d journey.. that was d dae.. tt ii adcili "went out" with darling alone.. before he left.. ii juz felt lyk crying... he told me tt once he graduated.. he wun be coming back to the school.. wah!! tt means.. ii wun be seeing him anymore larh afta tis.. gosh!! but he told me.. he assured me tt d MONYET will come back for his LEMBU.. ii dunno larh.. ii juz feel sad..
YEABAA.. ii dunno larh.. d recent post.. ii did mention tt it still existed.. ii gez so.. but ii dunno where is it leading to.. watz happening to the grup.. it seems that each dae.. there's owaez conflict between one another.. it juz pains me to see us drifting apart.. y izit that we cant be as united n happie as one big family as we used to be?? ii noe.. ii mae not be a member of the engineering or d AHS.. but.. until wen r we gonna hate each other n bring each other down?? yes.. adeq afiq, bala, hafiz, fadily syg n muhsin.. uu guys haf a point tt hidayat is not doing a great job as the engineering chairman.. ii agree wit uu pple.. but ii hope.. afta tis.. there's no more conflict.. same goes to the AHS.. no more hatred towards zai.. we are all humans.. we never failed to make mistakes.. uu guys haf sorted it out.. so.. ii hope there'll be peace in every schools, yarh?? give yat n zai a chance to improve on themselves..
YEABAA.. ii will try to bring all of us back together.. can we?? that's my wish.. ii lurvee all of uu n ii dun wish to c us breaking up becoz of all this dissatisfaction or hatred between each of us.. if there's anything tt we disagree.. dun be afraid to voice it out.. n me.. im owaez here for all of uu if uu guyz haf any problems.. n ii tink uu guyz noe tt.. :) To my JACKASS bros n sis.. ii noe.. uu guyz care abt me.. uu guyz lurvee me.. n tt's d reason y.. uu guyz didnt wanna tell me anything if there's any problem coz.. uu dun wanna hurt me or make me worried.. ii appreciate it.. dun worrie.. ii understand ur actions, aitez?? but if it's out of d BLs.. no matter wat.. remember.. dun leave me out.. okie??
hmm.. january is coming to an end.. february is coming.. Lalat's bdae is juz arnd d corner.. on d 2nd of feb.. n ii still dunno wat to get for her.. not forgetting fyra's on d 9th, jannah's on d 11th n sam's on d 12th... my bdae is d closing for d feb babies in our cliques.. ii wonder wat surprise hafiz has in mind.. n syg.. im gonna expect a surprise from uu, ryte?? n im waiting.. i'll juz wait n c for tt dae to come.. but im not expecting anythng much arh...
okey larh.. i'll juz end my blogging here..
signing off
-=dayah_kekek a.k.a lembu=-
posted at [8:22:00 PM]
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