wEe~ aHaKz..
  
  well well.. ii juz came back from my holz.. went to putrajaya.. from d 30th December to 2nd January.. then to KL n for d laz two daez.. my family n ii.. we juz staed in Melacca.. hmm.. okeylah d holz.. wasnt tt great.. not tt bad either.. Putrajaya.. was a nice place arh.. @ last.. ii managed to c n enjoy d nice view.. it is a beautiful landscape.. hmm..  
went KL.. n too many things happened larh ehk.. 1st nyte.. syg kolled me up.. but my batt was flat.. so.. didnt get to tok much to him.. but we managed to kip in touch tho.. using my aunt's hp.. heh.. kolled him up b4 ii went to sleep.. he was conferencing wit aren, afiq, fadily syg n hidayat.. but most of d tyme.. he was awae larh.. no wonder wen ii asked him to kol.. he didnt respond to my msg.. joined conference for a while arh.. dae were so noisy.. as usual.. YEABAA grup can neva be quiet.. hehe.. afta tt.. syg private wit me for a while.. n gez wat?? azhar buat hal agik!! aargh!! farkk larh. tk abes abes sey nie anak.. wen is he going to end sia?? whoeva is kind enuff.. pls larh ehk.. tok some sense into him.. ii dun mind befrending him.. but ii can no longer tolerate any nonsense from him..  
hmm.. thruout d holz.. ii missed everyone back in s'pore.. haiz.. my YEABAA members.. n lalat's digi cam.. ii brought it along.. oni pix of animals tt ii snapped.. haha.. there was lembu, elephant n kuda.. haha.. mmg patut pun.. kiter org ader outing to the zoo during one of d bdaes.. haha.. oraitz arh.. mia n dayat's bdae.. hehe.. ii reached s'pore on d 2nd nyte.. @ arnd 12 plus nearly 1am.. called syg up.. n he was outside.. okeylarh.. so.. didnt tok much to him.. afta bathing n all.. called my adek, afiq arh.. thot tt dae were conferencing.. but uu noe wad?? afiq answered my kol.. but he didnt realise it arh.. he was adcili sleep-toking arh.. ngigau.. adek aku nie! haha.. let me blog d best part of d conversation.. 
dya: "bsk.. korang seme jmp pat mane?? nk tgk citer ape?" [[dae planned to catch a movie larh..]]afiq: "yg pegi.. aku, ko, yat, mia, nadiah n fyra.."
dya: "fyra?? fyra?? biar betul.. fyra ikut kiter?" [[ii was lyk repeating it arh..]]
afiq: "uh uh.. sape ntah pi ajak dier.."
dya: [[ ii was lyk.. wokey~]] "dlm kul brape tuu?? pat mane??"
afiq: "yg pegi.. LELAKI.. aku ngan MIA.." [[waddahell?? since wen did mia change her gender?? ohh yarh.. ii forgot.. she has a dildo mind you! beware of my daughter! ahakz.. :p]]
dya: "ermz.. afiq.. nie confem ko dah penat sngt tau nie.. dahlah.. ko g tdo sane.."
n afiq was lyk..
afiq: "ko dah nk letak?? aku blom agik bilang ko sape sape yg g bsk.." 
haha.. afiq afiq.. adek aku nie! wakaka.. sleep toking.. abes.. imagine ehk.. afiq sleep toking.. hehe.. kekek.. hmm.. on d 3rd.. ii was supposed to haf IAC Lesson arh in sch form 1pm to 4pm.. but.. ii ended up.. going to Wee Care centre instead.. help em out.. thanx arh yen.. uu blurt it out.. ii was lyk telling her.. "ii miss my candy floss" n she saed.. "it's okey darling.. ur floss is here.." ii was lyk.. "shit!" she was lyk letting d cat out of d bag larh ehk.. coz in tt room.. oni got me, fir, mia, syahidah n yen.. whoelse can she refer it to besides fir?? ii dunno whether fir got d hint larh.. but he was smiling @ me afta tt arh.. we were joking arnd.. n ii was lyk.. "manz! tis is so hurting for me.."  
wen all was done.. me, afiq, mia n hidayat.. we were supposed to catch a movie.. but we were damn tired.. so.. we've decided to chill n grab our bites @ d airport.. went to terminal 2.. haha... slack lyk hell.. mia was suggesting tt we all shud go GENTING as a grup during one of our holz.. n she dgn selambanya.. she saed.. "eyy.. go arh.. it's so cheap.. it's oni $90.. inclusive of transportation n accommodation.." ahakz.. n hidayat n afiq saed tis.. "set larh yat.. kite g GENTING.. kte duk jer tau pat dlm hotel.. sampai masernyer.. kte balek s'pore.." haha.. he added.. "kalau org tanyer.. sal ko duk ajer pat dlm hotel nie.. aku jwb.. sbb.. aku bwk duit $90.. utk hotel ngan tambang bas aje.. kalau aku kuar dari bilik nie.. aku tk boleh balek.." haha.. terkekek-kekek kiter org ketawe.. haha.. mia mia.. farnielah uu peepz.. bought chocolates from COCOA TREE.. shared wit afiq.. sent hidayat off to d mrt station n d step-siblings went home taking 27.. took an hour to reach Sengkang coz there was a traffic jam @ TPE.. hmm..  
d next dae.. we had a BL miting.. haiz.. kecoh.. got our BL shirt.. okeylah.. bleh tahan teruk arh.. haha.. then.. during our lunch break.. dae start eir drama.. afiq n muhsin.. fyra angkat kaki.. wen nadiah came.. haiz.. ii dunnolah whether we are doing d ryte thing.. syg saed before.. anythng.. juz saed straight.. jgn simpan simpan or tok behind her back.. haiz~ so.. we've decided to confront her.. afta d miting.. while waiting for fyra n lalat.. we lepakz pat cafe 1 dulu.. bala n afiq took turns to angkat me.. haha..wen fyra came to join us.. ii was d one who did most of d toking.. afiq n muhsin.. didnt wanna tok.. waddahel lorz!! ii cud c tt fyra was controlling her tears arh.. wen all truth was out.. ii called her aside n sent her off to d bus stop.. we both ended up crying.. fyra cudn promise me tt she's not gonna commit suicide.. n if it's true tt she's suffering form leukamia.. ii feel sad.. we s frenz.. shud owaez be there for her.. but did my action hurt her?? ii dunno.. becoz of tt.. d security guard thot tt ii was a lesbian arh.. waddahell lorz!! went to join aren, lalat, afiq, bala, muhsin, hafiz, mia, nadiah n samaniah @ d forum.. dae stopped d game n consoled me.. dae told me it's not worth it to cry for such a gal.. but nobody understands.. if she reallie were to commit suicide.. it's me.. ii will be d one who has to leave with d guilty conscience thruout my lyf.. coz.. becoz of me.. ii did d toking.. becoz of tis.. it was too much for her to bear wit it tt she decided to end her lyf.. gosh! ii dunno.. ii juz feel sad.. haiz~ n before fadily syg left.. seme usik dier.. ckp.. fadily yg made me cry becoz he nak balek.. haha.. n sam.. yg tk bersalah.. pun kene.. bab he plaed d Hari Ini dan Semalam song.. haha.. tt's d song tt syg sang to me before he revealed his feelings for me.. *meltz* n becoz of tis.. ii contacted wit Azhar from Sports Management.. knew him during d NYAA Camp.. but he was oni a hi-bye fren until tis thng hepened.. haha.. toked to him.. n he knew abt my candy floss.. he asked me to go wit floss.. haiyo! ii dunnolah.. 
afta sch.. went to KFC.. shared d buddy meal wit bala.. sham came to join us coz ii asked him to come down n amek his baju BL.. afta sending mia, nadiah, salamaniah, hafiz n afiq off to d bus stop.. sham sent me off to my bus stop.. going off to whampoa.. but ii didnt go home straight.. lepakz wit sham under one of d void decks.. he asked me how are thngs between me n azri.. n ii saed.. ii dunnolah.. ii juz dun wanna put high hopes.. n he saed.. "trust me.. uu guyz will end up together one dae.." ntahlah..  
ii eva saed tt.. once d YEABAA grup is made up.. no more in no more out.. well.. ii gez.. we hafta made d ammendments then.. fyra is out of d grup.. n muhsin took over her place.. now.. we want pong out of d grup n elizabeth n sam.. welcome to d grup.. okeylah.. ii wanna log off now.. c ya..  
signing off
-=dayah_kekek a.k.a lembu=-
  
posted at [3:42:00 PM]
 
  
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